something to start off with...
4 more days to my japan trip.
19 more days to the end of university application
27 more days to enlistment.
my days are numbered, like seriously. haha.

alright, i've been quite busy this few days, for no good reasons, i think.
still have been exercising as usual.
and i've also been pondering, mulling over which courses in university to pick, how to arrange my choices so as to be in an advantageous position for the application.
i've actually decided on what courses to pick since eons ago.
but, i'm just hesitating a little cause of my mediocre grades. haha.
and now, i'm thinking if i should take SAT test which is on 3rd of May.
i have BMT during that time and the SAT test may not be advantageous to me for my application.
oh wells.

academic issues aside, i think the jc education is really.. impeccable.
i'm not praising the government for whatsoever reason, but i think that implementing it as a two year course is nothing more i could ask for.
although two years may be a little tough to challenge the cirriculum but i feel that the two years really developed me holistically.
other people may graduate with straight 'A's, many 'A's, and many more 'A's, but they may not be the one who graduate with 'A's in their character, and not to mention any improvement in it at all.

i think the two years really sucked me dry.
with such a bad start, i wouldn't thought i would pull through at the end of the route i chose for myself.
i'm like a grape tree being forced to grow in local conditions.
but, in the midst of all the struggles, i've changed.
though i may not bear the usual grape that people loved, i believe that i'm the one who brings pleasant surprises and a sense of awe to many.
and of course, being well-loved by many.